Thursday, June 10, 2010

baju issues...

entry kali ni memg entry mengutuk..
babi betul badan aku nie..
i fucking hate my body..!!
naik cam bodo je bdn nie..
nk kate xjge makn, cut down makn like hell jer!!
hurmm ble piki blek at least xder kene diabetes n high blood pressure..
but memg malu laa gan proportion body camnie..
nk g bli bju mlayu itam 4 KTT pun smpi xde saiz..
bju mlayu top fits perfectly, but the pants xmuat bhg peha..
damn my thighs look like a freakin overgrown drumstick..!!
ok the one made the situation much worse is my MOM...
de ke ptot mase kecemasan kat kdai dye g sembang loudly bout me...
i'm fuckin ashamed..heyy i do have feelings k..
i know that i need to cut down but then memg da buat pun..
the situation just won't reverse itself..
haishh!!

2 comments:

nadtravellerina said...

nkm mlu buat pe? comel je! hak3
ko pernah bce reader digest x? ad org tu berat 160 kilo, tp stamina dia lg bgus dr org yg kurus!

Aidyll Shah said...

ye r..smpi bju mlayu ak kne g tempah kot..
hahaha ak xtest lg stamina ak..huhu